dun no why feel unhappy...

feel my stupid heart like crying...

haih...dun no what happen 2 me...

sometimes really feel disappointed at u...

coz u always make me sad...

dun no why i so easy angry u n sad...

i can angry n sad just because de thgs u said...

dun no what happened 2 me...

is it i small gas dun understand u?

or i really care about what u say?

this few days my head keep on thinking sth...

i keep on thinking about our future...

sometimes i really dun like 2 talk it 2 u...

coz i dun hope that we will argue with that...

sometimes i will think about a question...

de question is will i marry u in de future?

sometimes i really hope that i will marry u in de future...

coz someties my stupid brain will think that how's our lives will be in de future?

im stupid rite?think untill so far...

i really hope u 2 hv a good future...

i dun hope that u will be a promoter forever...

u like computer...u can be a programmer...

u dun like study but u can try 2 learn it...

i dun wanna u work de hard hard job...

i really hope that u will have good future...

i keep on thinking that how should i told my mum about u after my spm exam?

coz i know my mum will dun like u...

my mum always hope that i can find a rich bf...

coz she dun hope that my future will be hard...

just because of that...i really dun no how 2 tell her about u...

i feel so scared when everytime i think about that question...

coz i dun 1 u feel hard when next time u come 2 my house...

i really dun hope that will happen...

mayb u will feel hurt when u see this...

im sorry...but ...but...i dun no what 2 say also...

i just hope that everything will be good...

sometime i really feel angry with u...

u dun ever know how 2 tum me...

everytime im angry...u just tum a while...

if i still dun wanna choi u...u give up de...

i dun like u like that...i just hope that u can tum me more...

i just 1 that from u...but u also cant do that for me...

although sometimes i angry u is just play with u...

but u also didnt do anything...just like that...

i feel so hurt n sad with it...

till now i still cant forget all de thgs that happened...

it really hurt me bad...coz i saw it by my eyes...

i really feel hard with it...

u dun ever know what i feel...

u just know how 2 say sorry sorry n sorry...

not that i dun believe u...

just it really hard for me 2 put all de thgs down...

sometimes i really feel hard n uncomfortable with that...

i will cry like crazy just because that...

sometimes i really feel fed up...T.T

sick n tired of tears dropping n heart breaking...

why i will love u?

somemore love u so much...

u r not clever...not rich...not handsome...

am i blind?

ya...u r right...love is blind...

but this kind of love wont last forever...

sorry 4 hurting u...

i will say like that coz i really hope that we can walk till de end...

mayb u will think that im not mature...so childish say this kind of thgs...

but this is what i feel...

coz i imagine that how my life will be when i without u...

everytime when i think that my tears will drop...

coz i feel so sad that when i lost u...

i feel that i cant let u go coz i love u so much...

that's why i really hope that we will last...

can we do that?

today wake up abit late de...

coz feel sleepy...wake up at 8.20sth...

went to tuition...i looked like so sick...yuckxx!!!

then went to times square with baby jill...

went to MNG bought a shirt...

hubby went over there find me...

then i went to sg wang 2 buy sth n hubby went 2 low yat work...

went 2 buy shirt for hubby...coz he always no shirt wear...

after that went 2 6th floor Wizard World theater restoran to hv breakfast with baby jill...

while we waiting for our breakfast...we took pics...

the shirt for hubby...

our breakfast...spaghetti...so nice...keke

after that went 2 low yat find hubby n give him de shirt...

accompany baby jill go times square find her friend then i went home by bus...

reached home at 1sth...i was so tired so i decided 2 hv my afternoon nap...keke...im pig...ahaha...

wake up at 4pm...then do my stupid add.maths project untill 8sth...

i hvnt take my bath n eat my dinner somemore...

i do it half way n i decided 2 give up de...keke...

took my bath n eat my dinner at 9sth...

damn tired...

then hubby told me that he dun like that shirt...T.T

he say like for malay guy...T.T

damn sad....haih...suan la....what 2 do...T.T

31th August

today daddy,mummy n my little brother went 2 genting...

mummy ask me 2 go too...i rejected mummy de...

coz i promised hubby going out with him de...

i felt so sorry 2 mummy...haih...nvm la...

wake up early morning 2 prepare myself...

hubby told me that he had no car so he borrowed car from his friend...

he came fetch me at 11sth...

we went 2 eat chicken rice for our breakfast...

then went back 2 his house...

after he finished prepared himself then we went 2 Pyramid...

we went there walk walk...

hubby bought basket robin for our lunch...hehe...

then hubby bought a birthday piggy for me 2 put on my phone...

we left Pyramid at 3sth...then we went 2 Leisure mall walk walk...

we bought thgs again...this time hubby bought a ring for me n i bought a key chain for him...so nice...hehe....sweet sweet...=p

reached home at 5sth...watch tv n waited daddy n mummy came back...

they back on 6sth...i took my bath at 7sth...

coz im feeling not well...

feel my head hot hot de n got abit headache...

after bath went out for dinner n back at 9sth...

kept on watching my drama untill finished at 12sth...

dun no why i feel happy when i look at de ring...

i will suddenly smile when i see it...

coz i will suddenly miss u when i see it...

i feel that im so lucky that i found u...

although sometimes we will argue...

tears will drop...hearts will break...

but i will still love u...

coz i cant get out from u...

love ya...muackx...

30th August

today i didnt go to school coz lazy to go...

somemore school will held de activities that is about independent day...

damn boring...so i decided not to go to school...

wake up at 9sth...coz wanna wake that piggy hubby up 2 work...

then i watched drama till 12sth...after that take my bath...

coz going to tuition...

late to tuition de coz went out late de...

after tuition straight went to sg wang find hubby...

coz night i was going out with him...

i was lazy to go home so i straight go find him...

reached there around 4pm...

he finished work at 9pm...i need to wait him for 5 hours...

damn boring there...i was so sleepy n cold...

what to do?haih...

but im clever...i got brought my jacket there...

but still cold la...T.T

just because i at there so long...

we started argue de...really fed up...

haih...life is like that 1 la...

he closed de shop at 8.30sth...

coz of im so boring...so i started took pics again...hehe...

hubby n me in front de laptop..

after that we went to find max at 'you yet chun' restoran...

coz we r going out with max n her wife too...keke...

we took our dinner there...hubby ate toast n i ate sandwich...

i was shocked when i saw de sandwich...

it was so many untill i cant finished it n i took it away...

after that we went to Titiwangsa...

we went to de Eye of Malaysia to see de fireworks...

we yum cha at mamak n wait till 12am...

who's know that stupid KLCC didnt put de fireworks...

haih...but we still can saw de fireworks from other places when we walk back to de way our car parked...

max fetched hubby home then hubby fetched me home...

reached home around 1am...

damn tired n sleepy...

i fall asleep when i sms with hubby...

hehe....

*lights off*