30th March

today went out for interview...
went out at 12something...reached times square at 1.05pm...
damn boring at there...like a crazy girl walked here walked there...while waiting sammie and yvonne finished movie...
met them around 2something...went for interview...
get de job which start for tomorrow...
walked around with my girls...took some pictures with them...

went back home at 4.30pm...started to rain outside...
reached home at 5.10pm...
change my dinner dress and re-make up myself...
hubby came fetch me at 6pm...went to hubby's house and hubby prepared himself...
went out at 6.40pm...reached de restaurant at 7.20pm...
took some pictures...

de dinner started at 8.30pm...finished at 10.55pm...
received a phone call from my little brother...he told me that my uncle gonna bring me for interview at tomorrow morning...oh my god...how i suppose to settle it???
damn happy today because it is de 1st time i went to wedding dinner with hubby...
*happy birthday to hubby and baby jill...wish all your dreams come true...muackx...*
but everything change went i reached home...
i discuss de problem with sam...
at de end...i give up de job at sg.wang...im not responsible to yvonne...
sammie and yvonne are so angry with me...i know they are scolding me...
received a message from sammie:"0128110007...yvonne call you call that ah leong tell him that both of you already find better offer...so you said dun want work already...dun wan said we seksa u..."
while i saw de message...my tears keep on dropping nonstop...
my heart totally break when i saw that message...
last year i lost de love from my parents...now i lost my friends...
is it i had done too many bad stuff so de god wanna treat me like this???
is it de god want me lost everything then only he will leave me???
if like that when i will lost kraven chong???
god...is it u wanna see me lost everything then only u will happy???!!!
if like this why you wanna let me born out in this world???!!!
why???!!!you know how i suffer???!!!i really feel so hard to continue to live in de world!!!
ya...as mummy said...im childish...brainless...stupid...crazy...stubborn...selfish...no responsible person...i shouldn't be in this world...
im a bad daughter!!!bad girlfriend!!!and a bad friend!!!
no people like me!!!no people wanna be friend with me!!!
i will be lonely forever and ever!!!!
dunno why i feel so hard at this moment...tears keep on dropping then stop de...then start drop again...
JESSIE LOW SIEW HUI IS DE MOST SUCKXXX PEOPLE IN DE WORLD!!!!

28th March

today hubby held his 21st birthday...

i went out at 3.30pm...

went to buy hubby's birthday cake and went over to max's saloon to re-do my hair...

finish around 8pm...reached hubby's house around 9pm...

waited for hubby's friends...

hubby cut his birthday cake at 11pm... and took some pictures...

*de birthday cakes that hubby got for this year...*

i asked hubby opened his birthday present that i gave him...

he saw de necklace and asked me why i waste money???

okie fine...i nothing to say de...i thought hubby will be surprise...but i can't see de surprise expression on his face...haih...
hubby chit-chatting with his friends...

i was damn boring there...but nevermind its okie...

reached home at 11.50pm...

*happy birthday to hubby...hope you really enjoy ur birthday...muackx...

*hubby's present...*

24th March

today de new car came de...

new proton saga...

althought not my car...but i will have de chance to drive when i get my license...keke...

my darling hubby fall sick de...T.T

damn serious...fever untill 39'C...pity hubby...

*hubby so sorry that i can't beside you...

sorry that i can't take care of you when you need me so much...

i really feel so sorry to you...

hope that you will get well soon...

muackx muackx muackx...*

today went out with hubby...

prepared myself at 11.50am...went out at 12.30pm...
hubby came fetch me...

went to khoon yee's house to change back de cd...

i thought wanna go out to have a movie with hubby...because we long time didn't watch movie together de...but i cancel it at de end...as both of us out of credits de...so i decided to stay at hubby's house...

help hubby do facial...i keep on looking back de pictures of hubby when he was a child...

hubby looked so cute when child...somemore his skin so fair...+_+"...totally different from now...keke...

no matter how's he change...i will still love him much...muackx...

after that help hubby dye his hair...

took pictures with hubby...as we long time didn't take pictures together de...

love de pictures so much...

hubby...i love u so much...muackx...

reached home at 5.45pm...

my heart feel so happy...

hubby...thankx for de love that u gave me...^.^

20th March

today went to make my hair at max's saloon...

woke up at 10something...ate my breakfast...

prepared myself at 11.50am...

my little brother was following me out...went out at 12.30pm...

today is de public holiday so hubby accomapny me to make my hair...

hubby came fetch me...fetch yvonne at 1pm...

reached times square at 1something...

yvonne went to times square to take back de pictures...

reached max's saloon at 2something...yvonne started to cut her hair 1st...

i went to meet khoon yee to give her de cd(but i had gave her de wrong cd...T.T...)...

went to find anne to take de invitation card for her wedding dinner at 30th march(hubby's birthday)...

took lunch at kfc...

went back to max's saloon...took some pictures...

*my hair before i make it...*

*while we making our hair...*

started to make my hair around 4pm...
when 6pm...i asked hubby to fetch yvonne back because i don't want her to wait me so long...

hubby came back at 7something...

finished at 8.30pm...reached home at 8.45pm...

*my new hairstyle...*

like de hair...but it cost me alot...haih...heart damn pain...T.T

this month really used many money...already over my budget de...

i already bankrap...T.T

*hubby thankx for accompany me whole day...sorry for make you boring...thankx for fetch yvonne back...thankx for de everything that you have done for me...thankx alot...i love u...muackx...*

19th March

today is de day my baby jill go for national service...
i woke up at 4.25am...sammie's boyfriend jimmy fetch all of us to bukit jalil...

reached there 5something...sammie called jill...she just woke up at that time...

so we waited her to come...she was so fast...we just wait her for few minutes only...

baby jill register her name...she is going to camp tanaki at sabah...

took all her luggages to de bus...took some pictures of her...

damn worry about her...her bus started move on 7something...
after that jimmy treat us eat dim sum as breakfast...

*thankx jimmy...thankx for your breakfast...you are really a nice guy...sammie...you are so lucky that you had found him...appreciate this relation...hope both of you can last long...^.^*

8something reached home...yvonne came to my house because later we are going out...

make up myself at 10something...went out at 11something...

went to hong leong bank to take money...then took bus to times square...

reached there at 12something...accompany yvonne to wash de pictures...

actually we decided to watch movie...but yvonne out of credit de...

after that went to pavilion to help sammie look for de converse bag...

then we took a cab to ampang park to find sofia to take some stuff...

took cab back to hang tuah lrt station then i took bus back home...

reached home at 3.35pm...

*baby jill...you must take good care of yourself...mummy so worry about you...mummy miss you so much...hope you can come back soon...muackx...*

yesterday night went out to farewell with my baby jill...

get ready at 8something...

waited sammie's daddy to fetch me...

went out at 9.30pm...

reached old town...waited jill...hubby...and jill's friends to come...

sofia didn't join us because she still haven't finish work...

really miss her much...

around 10something all of them reached de...

chit-chatting at there...

went back at 11pm...

hubby fetched sammie and yvonne home...

*thankx hubby...muackx...*

felt happy to see hubby at night...we long time didn't go out at night de...

*baby jill...dun forget to take care urself...hope u will enjoy de time in national service...mummy will miss u much...muackx...love ya...*

today went out with hubby...

get ready at 11.45am...went out at 12something...

accompany hubby to his office to do some stuff 1st...

damn boring and sleepy there...keke...but still okie...

reached hubby house at 2something...

waited hubby to eat his lunch...

started our jorney to mid valley at 2.45pm...

went to mid valley together with hubby's sister and his sister's bf...

reached there 3something...

hubby they all went to quicksilver to buy de beach wear...

i took picture in front of de mirror...

after that walked around to look for my dinner heels...
finally i give up to buy because i cant find any nice...

so went to three point six to look up hubby's birthday present...

get it de...keke...then went to m.a.c to buy my mascara...hehe...

met up hubby's sister and her bf...
have lunch+dinner at de new burger shop(i think it is new...)...keke...

de burger there is super duper big...im so regret that i forget to take de picture of de burger de...T.T...

de burger is nice...anyway...i got took picture of de paper cup...keke...

went back around 6something...

damn tired and felt wanna fainted because just now keep on searching for de heels...+_+"
took pictures with hubby in de car...

*yuckx!!!i look so ugly in de pictures...T.T...*

reached home 7something...

so tired and sleepy...+_+"

today went to de klcc education fair...

get ready at 1something...

went to fetch yvonne and reached klcc around 2something...

mummy,sister and my little brother come along...

im walking around with yvonne while waiting for sammie...

mummy,sister and little brother do their own shopping...

walking around and looked for de cosmetics(our favourite...)...keke...

sammie reached around 3something...

went to de klcc convention centre to look for de college...

felt like wanna fainted...dunno which college to choose at...sigh...
went back to klcc to have our lunch at 5.12pm...

yvonne and me ate teppanyaki...

after that we went to de parkson to buy de stila lips glaze...

aikss...waste money again...+_+"...

nevermind la...i like ma can lo...keke...

sent yvonne home then reached home 6something...

yahoo...tomorrow can see hubby de...

miss my hubby so much...

love ya...muackx...

13th march

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!!!

daddy already 53 years old de...

hope all ur dreams come true...^.^

12th March

today is de day that spm results come out...

woke up at 8.40am...

prepared and make up myself...

waited for jill's mummy come fetch me...

reached school at 10something...

de stupid guard don't let jill and me in because we wore skirt...

what de F!!!so we wait for sam to come...

finally de guard let us in although we wore skirt...

on de way going to take our results...my heart was so scared...my heart also jump out de...

thankx god that i didn't fail any of my subjects...

i get 6A2B2C...happy with it...but hope to get more better...but nevermind la...also pass de...

after that jill's mummy fetch us to pavilion...sofia didn't join us because she's busy with something...

went to m.a.c to buy some stuff...de promoter who served us is so handsome...

i thought he's chinese but he's malay...keke...

after that i went to benefit to buy an eye shadow which call 'big beautiful eyes'...

i wanna buy it since before i went to national service...finally i get it de...keke...

de promoter which call Tommy also is a nice guy...

after that went to eat our lunch...

i was so hungry because i didn't eat my breakfast...

sam gonna treat us eat...keke...thankx sam...muackx...

so we went to TonyRoma's for lunch...

anne message me said that she's so moody...

i asked her out to join us...

we keep on camwhole while waiting for de food...

*de waiter who served us...his name is boy...such a cute guy...and de smiley face that made by him...*

*our food...*

*our bill...*

nice to eat at there...u should have a try at there...

took pictures outside de restaurant...

dunno why de guys we met today all also so nice and cute...keke...lucky day...

went to sg.wang to meet anne and walked around...

anne told me that she can't join us because she met her best mates...

to anne:nevermind it's okie...we can meet next time...dun feel sorry k?muackx...
walking around at sg.wang and tried for some shirt...

saw anne at greenbox...she's with her friends...so we just have a short chat...

went to backstage which located at times square to buy some masks...

yam cha at sek hou...waiting sam's friend to fetch us back because we are so lazy to take lrt and bus...

took picture of de stuff that we bought...

at de end sam's friend rejected to fetch us back...that guy so bad...T.T

i message hubby ask him whether free to fetch us anot...

finally hubby said that he's coming to fetch us...thankx hubby...

that's why i love him so much...keke...he's de best...

sent all my girls home...went to yvonne's house and took picture with her cutie doggy...her wang wang so cute...keke....

damn jam on de way back home...

i made hubby cant go to school de...

i feel sorry to him...

hubby im so sorry to you...

reached home around 7pm...

happy happy...^.^