22th September

today going out with my girlfriends...

but got sth bad happen yesterday...

some of my girls got some argument...

today supposed sweetie 7 all out together...

in de end...just 5 people out only...haih...

we took our breakfast at Mr.Ramen...

after that we went to de ticket counter to take ur tickets...

we went to watch white noise...

after that yvonne help sammie make up...

so i took picture with my baby daughter...

keke...

then we went to metrojaya fitting room to try shirt n took pics also...

while we were waiting cui sin came...

we went to mng tried some shirts...

after that we went into de cinema to watch de movie...

de movie still okie but i felt very scary...

coz de sound effect so scary n de ghosts looked so scary n suddenly will come out...

haih...

after de movie we went to sek hou yum cha...
took some pics there...

*my girlfriends*

then we supposed to take sticker photo...

but all also looked like so moody...

so we didnt took it de...

haih...=<

supposed to find hubby after that...

but i didnt do so...

coz kinda late de that time...

coz reached home daddy will scold...

so back home by bus...

when reached home i was shocked...

coz i saw my toe nail was badly injured...

haih...

few days ago it already hurt de...

but i dun no it will become so serious...

haih...

at nite...i was trying to help my friends be friend again...

at de end...i didnt do it...

coz they still like that...

haih...so useless...

hope that they will friend again la...

then de stupid sammie was so moody...

coz of de word said by a person that was dont really understand her...

when i called her she was so moody and i was so angry on what she said...

hope that i can slap her at that time...

haih...

then i was angry whole night...haih...

*lights off*

now is 5.26pm...

im emo now...

im so so so emo now...

i wanna cry out as loud as i can...

but i cant...

im suffer from that now...

im so stressful...

i dun no what happen make me so emo...

i dun no what happen 2 myself...

i started dun understand myself de...

i feel that my heart is so uncomfortable...

my heart is keep crying now...

i feel so hard...

i feel that i wanna crazy de...

i hate that im emo...

i had emo few days de...

i really feel very hard with that...

it is really hard 2 be a human...

T.T....T.T....T.T...

hubby dun no why suddenly feel that i miss u so much...

feel that wanna hug u as tight as i can...

coz i really scared that i will lost u...

dun ever wanna lost u coz i love u so much...

wanna stay beside u no matter what happen...

wanna 2 be with u till de day i die...

coz i know how much i love u...

i cant live without u...

u r de only 1 i love n only 1 i want...

hubby...i love u...muackx...

yestrerday nite my baby jill suddenly called me...

she was emo n she cried de...

coz her bf didnt find her 4 whole day de...

haih...baby dun be sad k?

mummy will be there 4 u...muackx...

so today 3 of us went out again...

after tuition we went 2 times square nike shop buy a present 4 see mei's birthday...

after that hubby went over find me n went 2 work de...

then 3 of us went 2 4th floor Shabu Shabu restoran 3 hv our breakfast...

we took our order then we took alot of pics there...

*mummy n daughter*

*de train that in de shop*

*our food...yummy!!!!*

*3 of us with our stars*

*drinks*

*shoes*

*dessert...ice-creams!!!*

after lunch...we went 2 sungai wang 2 walk around...

we went 2 metrojaya at bukit bintang plaza...

we looked around at de baby stuffs...

de baby stuffs r so cute...

then 2 went 2 de toy department 2 take pics with de toys...keke...

*jill with patrick*

*sammie with de doggy n piggy*

*me...with de poor doggy...they said i looked like that doggy...T.T*

*best mates*

after that we went 2 parkson...

we looked 4 de toys again...

*little pony*

we saw sth cute in parkson...

it is a machine 2 get a cute stuff like jill's ang ang...

it is so cute that each of us also hv 1...include yvonne...

then jill n sammie went back home de...

i went 2 find hubby tapau...

i went 2 'present 4 them' 2 help hubby bought 1 birthday card...

help hubby wrote de birthday card 4 his friend(ah pow)...

went home at 2sth...reach home at 3pm...

forget 2 bring my house key out then no1 is in de house...T.T

so i need 2 walk out 2 daddy's shop n get de key from mummy...

i was so tired untill fall asleep n wake up at 5sth...

tired day....

today went 2 park royal 2 hv dinner with my sis n her boss's family...

there was a lot of food 2 eat...

i hv eaten 3 osters de...

it taste okie but i dun really like it so much...

then i ate other kind of food...

i ate untill im full...

full untill my stomach like pregnant 2 months de...

coz my stomach big untill wanna explode de...

after that i ate my dessert...

de dessert so nice...

*cakes n tart* *cheese cake*

de cheese cake was so nice...

yummy!!!=>

after that i ate mango pudding again...

im full untill i went 2 toilet vomit de...+_+''

haih...now only i know that eat untill too full also will feel very hard...

today was our date line 2 pass up our add.maths project...

we finished all de thgs at last thursday de...except de cover...

so we made it today in school...
we all started 2 designed n thinking how 2 make de cover...

finally we all finished it with a beautiful cover...

so nice...hehe...

*jill's project* *mine project*

*yvonne's project* *sammie's project*

after that Miss Lai asked jill...yvonne n me filled up de ns form...

coz we were involved in de ns...

so stupid la...haih...

really hate 2 see that form...yuckx!!!

after school went 2 times square with sammie coz i wanna washed photo...

then went 2 low yat find hubby 4 awhile coz miss him so much...

3.25pm walked back 2 tuition centre tuition...

when tuition was finished...i walked 2 times square again 2 take back de photo...

then went 2 hubby there sit awhile 4 waiting my sister

fall asleep in de car coz i really feel tired...

when i reached home i also feel sleepy coz still cant wake up...

i quickly awake when i saw my doggy ran out from my house...

coz she saw another doggy passed by n wanna chased it...

n my doggy was crash by a car...

i heard a loud 'bang' sound...

i was shocked n my tears was keep on dropping down...

at that time i really scared my doggy will die...

we quickly called my daddy back 2 take her 2 de veterinary...

my doggy's hands was bleeding coz she injured de...

de veterinary said she was nth n put some medicine 4 her hands...

but i can feel that she was badly injured...

i really hope that she will be fine soon...

coz i dun ever wanna lost her...

*kiki...god bless u...hope u will fine soon...*

i love u...muackx....

today after tuition went 2 times square with baby jill n deardear sam...

we went metrojaya bought Loreal concealar...

then we went 2 metrojaya goggles's fitting room...

they 2 make up at there...i was fully make up so i took pics there...

*i look so sick...yuckx!!!*

*making up...*

after that hubby went 2 there find me...

we went 2 sg wang 2 buy de shoes i wanna buy...

then hubby went 2 work...

i feel so suckx that de shoes i wanna buy dun hv my saiz de...

T.T...cant buy it de...coz de shoes so nice...is red colour polka dot 1...

feel sad that only green colour got my saiz...

then we went back 2 times square find 4 that shoes...

but also dun hv red colour...that 1 really so nice la...T.T

then i try de green colour 1 n another white colour 1...

2 also look nice...i also dun no which 1 to buy...

at last i decided 2 buy white colour 1...

coz easy 2 match shirts...

de white colour also dun hv my saiz 5...so i buy saiz 6...got abit big la...

haih...suan la...

then we 2 Sek Hou yum cha...

took some pics there...

*mummy n daughter...*

keke...baby jill went back at 12sth...

sammie n i still there coz sammie hving lunch at there...

after that went 2 Low Yat find hubby...

dun no why feel moody when saw him...

then i went 2 sg wang buy egg tart 4 mummy...

dun no why feel wanna cry when i walked into sg wang by myself...

haih...really feel moody at that time...

reached home at 2sth...argue with hubby again...

feel so sad n hurt...cry again de...

hubby i told ya...

dun ever try 2 leave me n give me that reason that u feel i will more happy when u leave me...

i hate 2 hear that reason...

coz that is a stupid reason n i hate that reason...
if u really do that i will hate u forever n ever...

u r not me...

how u know what will i feel when u leave me...

i can tell u that when u leave me i wont feel better...

i will feel more n more worst...

u know?so dun ever try 2 do that...

7th September

today is our 2 month aniversary...

happy 2 months hubby...

today hubby came 2 school fetch me...

coz we were going out...

we went 2 times square watched movie black sheep...

when i went inside de car...

im surprised that hubby give me a present for our 2 months...

thankx hubby...muackx...

hubby present me a renoma wallet...

he also got 1...coz couple 1...keke...

i reached home at 1.30pm coz wanna fetch my baby jill back home 1st...

i fast fast rushed back 2 my home...took my bath n make up myself...

coz hubby was waiting me at de car...

when i went out hubby was fall asleep in de car...

keke...piggy hubby...

then we went 2 times square...coz de movie started at 3.15pm...

we reached there about 3pm...

waiting sammie...yvonne n chien outside de 3rd floor cinema...

they were late so we went 2 Mcdonald bought ice-cream...

after we finished ate they also hvnt came...

we went in de cinema at 3.25sth...

that movie was nice but so disgusting...

show all our inner part like small-intestine...so on...yuckx!!!

u go 2 watch that movie then u will know...keke...

movie finished at 4.30sth...

then we went 2 Fun Hei Dei yum cha...

*our drinks...*

*my hubby n mine lunch...*

after yum cha...we all back at 6pm...

then hubby n i took some pics...

after that went 2 hubby house...

coz we were supposed 2 go play badminton after that with hubby's sis...

after that didnt go de coz no place de...T.T

so i stay at hubby's house n hv dinner at his house...

1st time hv dinner there...got abit scare scare...hehe...

after that chat with hubby de mummy...

we 2 kept talking about my hubby...keke...

hubby took his bath n went out 2 find his frens...

i crazy on taking pics...keke

*our keychain...*

*our rings...*

after that hubby went 2 play snooker with his fren...jorgen...

hubby looked so 'yeng' when he played...hehe...

so i took so pics on him...muackx...

i was nth 2 do at there so i took pics...

*our couple pig pig...*

finally hubby win de...so jorgen paid 4 de snooker...keke

hubby so geng!!!muackx...

after that we went 2 yum cha...

then argue with hubby about wanna he go 4 study...

haih...

then he fetch me back around 10pm...

after few minutes i reached home...

i saw fireworks outside my house...

so nice...alot of heart shapes 1...

de fireworks just like celebrate 4 our anniversary...

so sweet...hehe...

hubby is de 2nd bf with me for 2 months de...

hope that he is my longest bf...

hope that we can last forever...

i love u...muackx...