u reli bring a lot of surprise 2 me...

i reli appreciate de thgs tat u hv gv me...

i oso appreciate de time wif u...

i thought i'll lost u few days ago...

coz u treat me so cool...

n my six sence tell me tat sth bad will happen...

my tears keep on droppin from my eyes when i decide 2 stop all de thgs...

coz i dun 1 lie at myself anymore...

i noe u dun ever love me...

i'll cry bcoz of i hate de feeling of lost...

i hate 2 lost sum1 tat im in love wif...

im sori tat i din keep my promise...

i hv put real feelings in tis game de...

reli sori abt tat...

when u ask me 2 gv u sum time...

i say yes de...

coz i noe i hv de feel at u...

so i hope u hv de same feel oso...

i reli hope tat u can be de special 1...

but i dun hope tat u lie at urself...

i dun 1 u be wif me jz bcoz tat u feel im pity...

i dun hope tat will happen...

tat time i thought i will lost u...

but now i jz like get u bac de...

i dun no wat relationship tat v r having now...

coz all de thgs tat u tell me...i dun no whether is true anot...

v r part time or full time now?

hope tat u'll gv me de answer soon...

will u be de special 1?

my birthday presents...

from baby jill,dear dear sam,sofia,yvonne,xiao chien,see mei & sze wen

from hui xin,yap jia,xin lei & xin rhu

from my sister...

from babe kraven...=>

from jian lean...

tat is all de birthday presents tat i received tis year...

love all de presents so much...

reli appreciate it...

thankx a lot....=>

my heart feelin nt so well...

i thought i can put down everythgs tat is abt u...

but dun no y...i feel like wana keep on cryin...

i can feel tat my heart is cryin 4 u...

y?...y i stil like tat?...i told myself tat i hv 2 put u down de...

i dun 1 wait 4 u anymore...coz u reli hurt me bad...

u lie at me frm de start...u cheat on my feelings frm de start...

i reli hate u...i hate u so much...

i hope tat i can slap u as hard as i can whn i saw u...

i reli hope tat i can do tat...

u used de knife 2 cut my heart as deep as u can...

i reli feel very painful wif it...u noe hw pain am i?

u dun ever noe...n u dun ever care oso...

u jz keep on doin wat u like n wat u 1...

u dun ever care abt wat i feel...

i hate de sad feeling inside of my heart jz bcoz of u...

u make me so sick n so tired on u...

whn i noe tat u hv start wif her almost 2 months...

my heart was broken n i jz feel myself is goin 2 b mad...

u lie at me...u din ever keep all ur promises...

i feel so so so so disappointed at u...

u let me go jz bcoz of a gal tat u noe her 4 few months...

u gv up the feelings tat u hv wif me abt 1 year++ jz bcoz of her...

im so angry wif it...n i reli care abt it...

u noe i reli hope tat u can cum bac...

i reli hope tat u can accompany me whn de day of my birthday...

but i noe tat it wont happen...coz frm de start u hv cheat at me...

it means tat u dun ever love me anymore...

n u wont cum bac anymore....

i reli hope tat i can put u down as soon as possible...

coz i reli sick at u....

i hv fed up at u!!!

let me put u down k?...the bad feelings dun cum anymore k?...

sweet surprise...

9th June

2day wake up at 7.30sth...

so tired...coz y'terday 2 sth oni sleep...

i was jz like goin 2 die...

coz too tired de...hehe...

go 2 tuition at 9am...

im so tired until all de thgs tat teacher say cant rmb at well...

hehe...

thn sam cum tuition centre find me...

v take de bus 2 jill's hse n walk into her hse frm midah bus stop...

v were so tired...coz it is long way 2 walk frm de bus stop 2 her hse...

whn v reach her hse...it was 11 sth...

i was so tired jz like im goin 2 die de...

thn jill was like so busy doin tis n tat...

i oso dun no wat was she busy wif...

hehe...

thn jill ask us go down 2 drink so water...

whn v were at downstair...sam suddenly close my eyes...

haha...at tat time i can feel sth de...

they jz gv me a surprise...

hw sweet they r...the make so many cup cakes 4 me...

i was so happy whn i saw it...but i din cry la...

haha...they 2 jz like so disappointed when they saw me din cry...

de cup cakes were so nice...

tis was the 1st time my frens make thgs 2 me...

they 2 make my heart feel so warm de...hehe...

baby jill n dear dear sam...

i love u 2 so much...

thankx 4 ur surprise...

i reli appreciate it...

n i wont 4gt it at de rest of my life...

althought i hv die...i oso will keep it in my heart...

hehe...

de cakes were nice n v eat a lot of it...

hehe...

thn after tat v make a heart shape...

so nice...

after tat v whn 2 jill's room 2 talk abt our secret...

hehe...

there r a lot of thgs happened 2 us de...

so v share our secret 2 each others at jill's room...

around 2pm...v whn out 2 old town 2 yam cha..

jill's mummy fetch us 2 old town...

thn jill's mummy gv me an ang pau 4 my birthday...

i was shocked la...

but anyway...thankx aunty...

whn v reached old town...

v keep on takin photo...haha...

v jz like mad de...actuali not v la...jz me oni...

i oso dun no y i mad de...hehe...

v all was full...full until wana vomit de...

hehe...v left old town at abt 3 sth...

after tat jill n me accompany sam 2 take de bus...

whn sam was in de bus...jill n me walked bac 2 her hse...

whn v reached hse...jill was on9 wif her hubby...

n i was sittin bside her...a bit boring...

thn i sms wif my frens...hehe...

thn i saw wat her hubby wrote 4 her in msg...

wah...so sweet...hehe...

n v oso take photo in her hse...

hehe...

after tat i stay at jill's hse at abt 6 sth oni i go home...

haha...it was raining so heavy outside...

keke...

i reli hv a lot of fun 2day...

thankx baby jill n dear dear sam...

u 2 reli treat me so gud...

i reli LOVE u 2 so so so much!!!

i love u...

thankx a lot to u all...i love u...thankx for cheering me up...i reli appreciate it...=>

a whole new of me...

i hv my hair cut last friday...

i go find max to have my new hair cut...

sam and me...in times squres...before my hair cut..

me...in da saloon...

sam n me...in front of the mirror...
hope that i can have a new life after my new hair cut...