13th March 2009...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!!!

may all your wishes come true...

nothing special today...

woke up at 9something...

accomapny hubby to fetch his grandma back to village...

ate 'lo mee' there...yummy!!!....miss it so much...

thought wanna help hubby to drive back kl cause he's damn tired...

whose know rain so heavy make me can't see de road...so hubby drive....keke...

went to fetch hubby's sister at SMK PUDU...

reached home at 5pm...

10th March 2009...

went out with hubby after class...

class finished at 5.30pm...damn late today...

went for dinner at hubby's friend's restaurant...

after dinner went to pavilion to walk around...

wanna search for hubby's birthday present...

really dunno what to buy for him...

walked around at whole pavilion also can't get his present...sigh...

went to sg.wang and times square...

empty-handed at de end...sigh...

ate ice-cream at MOF...yummy!!!...

*our mango gelato mini...*
reached home at 10pm...
damn tired...cause such a long time didn't shopped like that...
p/s:can anyone give me some idea what to buy on my boyfriend's 22th birthday???

HAPPY 20th MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

thankx for loving me for so long...i love you...muackx...

got class today...

woke up at 8am...

prepared myself and took my breakfast...

reached college at 9.45am...haih...i should drive to school...cause jam like hell...haih...feel so sick to take bus...

hubby came fetch me after class...

back home to take some stuff then went out with hubby...

dunno where to go...went to cheras selatan jusco to walk around...

rain damn heavy while we on de way...

reached there nearly 2pm...

walked around at there...bought my favourite...takoyaki...yummy!!!...

took lunch at secret recipe...

although a simple lunch but i do really enjoy it with hubby...

*our lunch...*

walked around after lunch...back at 3something...

went to leisure mall to walk around...

went to sasa to buy make up remover...

hubby introduce his ex girlfriend's sister to me...really a nice and pretty girl...

reached home at 5something cause hubby need to go for briefing...

p/s:i do really enjoy this anniversary with you...finally i found back de happy that we had last time...love you...muackx...

what's de meaning of 'LOVE'???

i really dunno what it mean...

i cried for 2hour++ non-stop because of you...

my heart never feel that painful for such a long time...

now only i realize...18months of love...

we dunno each others at all...

what you always wan hurt me so badly???

you know how sad am i???you know how painful i feel in this moment???

why you dun ever think for my feelings???

why inside your eyes what im angry is rubbish???

why always is my fault???

why you didn't stand on my side and think for me??

i will angry cause i really care and i really dun like...

why you know i dun like but you still wanna do it to hurt me???

do you still love me??if you really do why you always wanna break my heart???

i told you many times that i dun like means i dun like...

why you still wan do it to hurt me???is it so hard to keep all my words inside your heart???

is it so hard for you to listen what i said???is it after listen what i said it will cause you to die???

i will keep on angry you and dun wan find you cause i hope you will take de lesson so next time you wont do it again...but you didn't care what i had done...

is it i treat you so bad till you wanna treat me like that???

why you always wanna break all de hopes i have with you???

why can't you appreciate me???

why you always wan to force me to say those words out???you know how painful everytime i said it???you dunno!!!cause in your mind you think that i dun love you anymore only i will say so...

why you didn't said a word to make my heart back with you???why???

is it you hate me so much until it is not worth for you to say a word to make me back with you???

you know how sad i feel when you didn't say anything to stay me???

why guys always dun understand how a girl's feel???

last time you not like that...last time when im angry or crying...you will keep on call me and make our relation good again...or you will keep on send messages to me to tell me how much you love me and dun wan to lose me...

but nowadays...i can't see this anymore...

i didn't get any calls from you...even messages that i wan to...

my heart really feel so disappointed...

you always say you love me....but i really dunno what de 'love' you mean...

you love me means you can hurt me like that???

i really dunno what position i stand in your heart....

i had given you so many chances...but why you didn't appreciate it???

i feel that our distance getting more and more far...

i really dunno how to say...i just feel that my heart keep on crying...

can you please dun hurt me anymore???can you???please......