i look back our photos...i only realise this picture was taken on today few years back...

this is the 1st time you bring me go genting...

12th December 2007...

we passes so many years together...

i really don't want to lose you...

i really hope we can walk till the end...

fulfilled all our dreams together...

i miss the time when we at hong kong...

i hope i will have the chance to go trip with you again...

don't know is it possible...

looking at all these pictures...really do make me miss the lovely you so much...

*do you still remember what the snow white ask me...is he your prince?yes...he is my prince...*

i miss when you hug me in sleep...

i miss that you will hug me when we take pictures together...

yesterday i do really waiting you to hug me when we take pictures...but...you didn't...

i do really feel disappointed...

i miss you...i miss the lovely you so so so much...

can the time just turn back??

let me get back the lovely you one more time...

i swear...i will hold you tight not letting you go anymore...

11th December 2011

woke up at 10something...

get myself prepared...went to hubby's house at 12something...

bring my babe along...took picture with her partner...

1st time both of them tooking picture together...

*i hope we will same like that...*

hubby suddenly deide to go genting...

camwhored before depart...

i hope to capture every single moment with you...

may be i can't find back the original both of us...

but i still hope to get the smile in the pictures... 

*thanks for making me smile...thanks for no tears drop on today..*

khoon's driving to genting...reached there around 5pm...

it was so freaking cold there...

took marry brown as out late lunch...

 damn full with it...

 after that went to casino...

1st time went in there...not bad...but i hate those people smoke in there...

hubby won some in there...but end up also lose,,,

after that went to starbuck...have a cup of hot chocolate in the cold weather...

*while at starbuck...*

went back to casino to find khoon's parents...

paid some fees to learn gamble...T.T

reached kl around 10something...

i do feel happy today...thanks... 

thanks for fulfilled one of my wishes...thanks...

hope today will be a good day for both of us...

*praying hard*...

i really don't know why...

i really don't know why...what have i done wrong??why i deserve all this??

why you always blame everything on me??

you say you love me...i always trust you that you still love me...

but why??why??why you want do all these to me??

you have done so many things that really pissed me off...but i also don't want to talk about it anymore...

cause i don't want argue with you anymore...

i really don't know that you hope i stay or leave...

if you want me to leave...okay...i will leave no matter how...but can you spend the remaining time with me with your true love and care??

i don't want tears drop anymore...i hope i can smile with you again...

i really hope we can have happy moments before i leave...that's all i want...