i feel so suffer and sad right now...
no one there for me to talk...no one....
i need someone with me so much at this moment....so that i can cry as loud as i can...
i feel so sad...tears keep on drop non-stop...
i feel so suffer...im so regret last time de car didnt bang me till i die...
i should die at that moment...so that i wont feel suffer right now...
inside ur eyes i do what also wrong...
everytime when im not happy or when we argue...u just do nth....
when im in angry u just keep on and on make me more angry...
u never do sth to settle de problem...u keep on make me more and more mad...
i feel so suffer like this...
how can i stop my tears??how can i stop crying??
how can i do until no matter what u did i also can dun care...i wont feel sad on what u do...how??
u make me feel wanna give up so much...coz i dun wan my tears drop for u anymore...coz u dun deserve it at all...

hihi...

it had been such a long long time i didn't update my blog...

anyone miss me??keke...

sorry ya...due to my laziness to update...

now let me have some small update...

went out with my babe yvonne and my hubby...

back to college to settle my stuff...i was late to meet up with my babe...feel so sorry to her for waiting me for long...

hang around at sg.wang...move our ways to pavilion...

bought de movie tickets...

had our tea at coffee bean while waiting de movie start...

camwhored at there...

there are still many nice pictures in my facebook...can have a look at there...

so satisfied with de pictures...all so nice...^^

after that went for our movie and back...

15th October 2009...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR YVONNE!!!

may all your wishes come true...hope you enjoy your birthday...^^

such a long time i didn't updated my blog...cause i was too lazy to do so somemore i had nothing special to update...keke...

okay...let's talk about what i had done on this weekend...let's go...^^

22nd August 2009...

wokr up at 9something...

took my bath and make up myself...get a call from my dear yvonne...

went out after i took my breakfast...

went to fetch hubby...after that headed to sg.wang...

parked my car at starhill...walked over to sg.wang...

suddenly it rain so heavy at that moment...made hubby and me partly wet...

met up with my dear yvonne and went for my manicure at max's saloon...

thsi is my very 1st manicure...cause i need to take my photoshoot tomorrow...so i decided to make my nails to look pretty...keke...^^

*my pretty manicure...i love it so much...*
thanks for hubby sponsor for my manicure...

walked around at sg.wang...

hubby saw a shirt that he like it so much...bought it at de end cause gonna take that shirt to de photoshoot...

headed to pavilion...took our lunch at iciban boshi...

1st time dining at there...i love de food so much...it's so delicious...^^

camwhored with my dear yvonne and hubby while waiting for our food...

*our food...*

next...hang around at pavilion...

left pavilion at 5something...

headed to de nichii boutique which located near pudu...cause my dear wanna find for some shorts...

back with empty handed cause my dear can't get any suitable...

fetched my dear and my hubby back...i reached home at 7something...

23th August 2009...

hubby woke me up at 8.45am...

prepared myself without any make up cause gonna go for my very very 1st photoshoot with my precious hubby...so so so excited with it...^^

went out at 9.30am...reached SS2 around 10am...

took our breakfast there cause still early for us to reach de studio...

reached Touch Collection Studio at 11am...

went for my make up...hair do...and change into my gown...

thanks to my make up artist,Celine...i love my make up and hair do so much...^^

went for our photoshoot at Taman Tun with our photographer...sorry that i forget his name...

de weather at there was quite hot...but really have a lot of fun over there...

hubby keep on re-take for de photoshoot cause de photographer said that his smile too fake...ahahaha...

after that back to de studio...change my make up...hair do and my gown...

Celine is so expert...she just like exactly know what i want...

im so satisfied for de make up and hair do that she made for me...^^

change into my sweet sweet pink gown...and start our indoor photoshoot...

keep on posing and posing...

hubby keep on acting cool at his photoshoot...cause he can't be natural with his smile...

i also wanna act cool...but de photographer said that my entire look with de gown is more for sweet look...so im not suitable to act cool...T.T

that's why i need to keep on and on smiling...so tired le...keke...^^

finished at around 5pm...saw some of de photos that we took for de outdoor...im satisfied with de shooting...keke...^^

reached home at 6pm...remove all de make up and took my bath...

hope that i will have de chance to take it again...cause i really like it so much...^^

can't wait to get all de photos...stay tuned...^^

7th August 2009...

HAPPY 25TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!

i love you...^^