i really don't kknow what you are thinking in your mind...

i really don't know i should leave or i should stay...

chances keep on given to you...but you didn't appreciate me at all...

everytime i tell you i wanna leave...you also not willing to let me go...

you always promise me you will treat me good...but...until now...i can't see your action at all...

you always treat me so cool...always hide so many things from me...

eventhough i asked...you also don't want to answer me...

i really don't know what can i do anymore...

may be i need to let go of my hand slowly...

it had been such a long time i didn't updated my blog...

i will make my blog alive again...filled up with all my colourful stories...

so many things happened in these few months...

my mood never been good till now...

i just hope that all those bad things will go far away from us...i really hope we can passed through this...

do you still remember all our promises and all our dreams??

everything keep on appears in my mind...

and i know...i still love you so much...

nothing gonna change my love from you...

i just hope...you still love me as before and willing to work hard to maintain our dreams...

today is 7th December 2011...it's 7th again...our day...our anniversary...

do you still rememeber how we start on that day??

just wanna say...

HAPPY 53TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY...

i love you...muacks...

i hope i can find back the lovely us in the pictures...

cause i know...the lovely you will be back...

I'll pick up these broken pieces till I'm bleeding...

If that'll make you mine..
Cause there'll be no sunlight...

If i lose you baby...

There'll be no clear skies...

If i lose you baby...

i feel so suffer and sad right now...
no one there for me to talk...no one....
i need someone with me so much at this moment....so that i can cry as loud as i can...
i feel so sad...tears keep on drop non-stop...
i feel so suffer...im so regret last time de car didnt bang me till i die...
i should die at that moment...so that i wont feel suffer right now...
inside ur eyes i do what also wrong...
everytime when im not happy or when we argue...u just do nth....
when im in angry u just keep on and on make me more angry...
u never do sth to settle de problem...u keep on make me more and more mad...
i feel so suffer like this...
how can i stop my tears??how can i stop crying??
how can i do until no matter what u did i also can dun care...i wont feel sad on what u do...how??
u make me feel wanna give up so much...coz i dun wan my tears drop for u anymore...coz u dun deserve it at all...

hihi...

it had been such a long long time i didn't update my blog...

anyone miss me??keke...

sorry ya...due to my laziness to update...

now let me have some small update...

went out with my babe yvonne and my hubby...

back to college to settle my stuff...i was late to meet up with my babe...feel so sorry to her for waiting me for long...

hang around at sg.wang...move our ways to pavilion...

bought de movie tickets...

had our tea at coffee bean while waiting de movie start...

camwhored at there...

there are still many nice pictures in my facebook...can have a look at there...

so satisfied with de pictures...all so nice...^^

after that went for our movie and back...

15th October 2009...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR YVONNE!!!

may all your wishes come true...hope you enjoy your birthday...^^