Monday, September 10, 2007

today was our date line 2 pass up our add.maths project...
we finished all de thgs at last thursday de...except de cover...
so we made it today in school...
we all started 2 designed n thinking how 2 make de cover...
finally we all finished it with a beautiful cover...
so nice...hehe...
*jill's project* *mine project*
*yvonne's project* *sammie's project*
after that Miss Lai asked jill...yvonne n me filled up de ns form...
coz we were involved in de ns...
so stupid la...haih...
really hate 2 see that form...yuckx!!!

after school went 2 times square with sammie coz i wanna washed photo...
then went 2 low yat find hubby 4 awhile coz miss him so much...
3.25pm walked back 2 tuition centre tuition...
when tuition was finished...i walked 2 times square again 2 take back de photo...
then went 2 hubby there sit awhile 4 waiting my sister
fall asleep in de car coz i really feel tired...
when i reached home i also feel sleepy coz still cant wake up...
i quickly awake when i saw my doggy ran out from my house...
coz she saw another doggy passed by n wanna chased it...
n my doggy was crash by a car...
i heard a loud 'bang' sound...
i was shocked n my tears was keep on dropping down...
at that time i really scared my doggy will die...
we quickly called my daddy back 2 take her 2 de veterinary...
my doggy's hands was bleeding coz she injured de...
de veterinary said she was nth n put some medicine 4 her hands...
but i can feel that she was badly injured...
i really hope that she will be fine soon...
coz i dun ever wanna lost her...
*kiki...god bless u...hope u will fine soon...*
i love u...muackx....

Sunday, September 9, 2007

today after tuition went 2 times square with baby jill n deardear sam...
we went metrojaya bought Loreal concealar...
then we went 2 metrojaya goggles's fitting room...
they 2 make up at there...i was fully make up so i took pics there...
*i look so sick...yuckx!!!*
*making up...*
after that hubby went 2 there find me...
we went 2 sg wang 2 buy de shoes i wanna buy...
then hubby went 2 work...
i feel so suckx that de shoes i wanna buy dun hv my saiz de...
T.T...cant buy it de...coz de shoes so nice...is red colour polka dot 1...
feel sad that only green colour got my saiz...
then we went back 2 times square find 4 that shoes...
but also dun hv red colour...that 1 really so nice la...T.T
then i try de green colour 1 n another white colour 1...
2 also look nice...i also dun no which 1 to buy...
at last i decided 2 buy white colour 1...
coz easy 2 match shirts...
de white colour also dun hv my saiz 5...so i buy saiz 6...got abit big la...
haih...suan la...
then we 2 Sek Hou yum cha...
took some pics there...
*mummy n daughter...*
keke...baby jill went back at 12sth...
sammie n i still there coz sammie hving lunch at there...
after that went 2 Low Yat find hubby...
dun no why feel moody when saw him...
then i went 2 sg wang buy egg tart 4 mummy...
dun no why feel wanna cry when i walked into sg wang by myself...
haih...really feel moody at that time...
reached home at 2sth...argue with hubby again...
feel so sad n hurt...cry again de...
hubby i told ya...
dun ever try 2 leave me n give me that reason that u feel i will more happy when u leave me...
i hate 2 hear that reason...
coz that is a stupid reason n i hate that reason...
if u really do that i will hate u forever n ever...
u r not me...
how u know what will i feel when u leave me...
i can tell u that when u leave me i wont feel better...
i will feel more n more worst...
u know?so dun ever try 2 do that...

Saturday, September 8, 2007

7th September
today is our 2 month aniversary...
happy 2 months hubby...
today hubby came 2 school fetch me...
coz we were going out...
we went 2 times square watched movie black sheep...
when i went inside de car...
im surprised that hubby give me a present for our 2 months...
thankx hubby...muackx...
hubby present me a renoma wallet...
he also got 1...coz couple 1...keke...

i reached home at 1.30pm coz wanna fetch my baby jill back home 1st...
i fast fast rushed back 2 my home...took my bath n make up myself...
coz hubby was waiting me at de car...
when i went out hubby was fall asleep in de car...
keke...piggy hubby...
then we went 2 times square...coz de movie started at 3.15pm...
we reached there about 3pm...
waiting sammie...yvonne n chien outside de 3rd floor cinema...
they were late so we went 2 Mcdonald bought ice-cream...
after we finished ate they also hvnt came...
we went in de cinema at 3.25sth...
that movie was nice but so disgusting...
show all our inner part like small-intestine...so on...yuckx!!!
u go 2 watch that movie then u will know...keke...
movie finished at 4.30sth...
then we went 2 Fun Hei Dei yum cha...
*our drinks...*
*my hubby n mine lunch...*
after yum cha...we all back at 6pm...
then hubby n i took some pics...
after that went 2 hubby house...
coz we were supposed 2 go play badminton after that with hubby's sis...
after that didnt go de coz no place de...T.T
so i stay at hubby's house n hv dinner at his house...
1st time hv dinner there...got abit scare scare...hehe...
after that chat with hubby de mummy...
we 2 kept talking about my hubby...keke...
hubby took his bath n went out 2 find his frens...
i crazy on taking pics...keke
*our keychain...*
*our rings...*
after that hubby went 2 play snooker with his fren...jorgen...
hubby looked so 'yeng' when he played...hehe...
so i took so pics on him...muackx...
i was nth 2 do at there so i took pics...
*our couple pig pig...*
finally hubby win de...so jorgen paid 4 de snooker...keke
hubby so geng!!!muackx...
after that we went 2 yum cha...
then argue with hubby about wanna he go 4 study...
haih...
then he fetch me back around 10pm...
after few minutes i reached home...
i saw fireworks outside my house...
so nice...alot of heart shapes 1...
de fireworks just like celebrate 4 our anniversary...
so sweet...hehe...
hubby is de 2nd bf with me for 2 months de...
hope that he is my longest bf...
hope that we can last forever...
i love u...muackx...
3th September

today my sis came back from Hong Kong...
she bought a Addidas bag 4 me..
so nice...hehe...
thankx sis...muackx...

Sunday, September 2, 2007

from yesterday mid night till now...
i keep on making all de thgs become worst n worst...
i broke ur heart n made ur tears drop again...
i started 2 hate myself...
i hate that i make u love me...
i hate that i always affect ur life...
it is all of my fault...
i hate that because of my emotional i make u cant sleep whole night...
because of me...i make u can concentrate on ur work...
mayb without me...
ur life will be more happier...
no heart break n tears dropping...
im so useless...
keep on make all de thgs worst...
what is de meaning 4 me 2 live in de world?
im really sick n tired of my life....
i hate all that...
yesterday i said wanna break is not real...
i just wanna u reply me so i only say like that...
coz u keep on no answer my call n reply my msg...
u off ur hp somemore...
after that i fall asleep de....
i dun no that u got msg me n call me so many times de...
im sorry about that...
when i woke up n saw all de msg n miss call...
i was shocked n hate myself...
i made u didnt sleep for whole night n tears drop again...
im so useless!!!
what kind of stupid gf am i??!!
u said u wanna call me when u reached home...
i keep on waiting till i fall asleep de...
i called u u dun wanna answer it...
i msg u...u dun wanna reply...
im so worry n cried de...
why will become like that?
i dun no what 2 do now...
i hate myself...
i really hate myself!!!!!