13th december

woke up at 10something...

suppose to go out with hubby...but cancel de...

hubby woke up nearly 2pm...

sms with him and he told me that yesterday he get punch de...

im so worry about him...thankx god that he's okie...

took bath at 3something...coz going out to leisure mall watch enchanted with my brother...hubby is joining us...

reached there at 4something and bought de tickets...

de movie start at 4.45pm...

de movie is so nice...

de most meaningful words in de movie is "de most powerful thing in de world is a kiss"...

really a nice movie...

finished at 6.30pm...walked around leisure mall...

reached home at 7something...

at night telling mummy that tomorrow im going to malacca...

mummy know that im going with hubby was so angry...keep on scolding...she dun let me out at tomorrow...she said if i out...she will change all de lock...

im so sad on what she had said...im so disappointed at her...

daddy know about that i have boyfriend de...he's angry too...he also keep on scolding me...

i feel so hard to live with them...they are so stubborn...why cant they mind become abit open???

im so sad...keep on crying...calling sammie...feel better after talk with her...

i really hope that i can go to de national service as fast as possible...coz i dun wanna live with them anymore...

cant in sleep at de night...online till 4am only sleep...

hubby was accompany me...thankx hubby...

life suckx...haih...

12th december

woke up at 9something...
hubby call me at 10something...

he said he's gonna come fetch me...
i haven't prepared at all...
put on my make up at de half way...

i feel that im so weird...+_+"

hubby fetch jorgen(his friend) to do something...
after that when to hubby's house waiting him to prepare...

played with hubby's little cousin...

he is so cute...he keep on covered me with blanket...

he seem like wanna kiss me...keke...

finished my make up at hubby's house...

went out at 12something...

we are going to genting...

jorgen...ah pow and hubby's big cousin brother also following...

it was raining on de way going...

reached there nearly 2pm de...

de weather was so cold there...coz of raining...

they all were going to de casino...

hubby was trying to bring me in...

unfortunately we were checked...feel so fish...

after that hubby and me walked around at de first world...

de view at there was so nice...

*me...and de christmas tree...*

after that...hubby and me went to de ripley's believe it or not...

took alot of picture inside...

*hubby and me...*

around 5something...took our lunch at burger king...edited by hubby...went back at nearly 6pm...

reached home 7something...

feel very happy today...=>

Happy 5th month anniversary!!!

hubby i really love u so much...

we have been couple for 5months de...

thankx for giving me alots of happiness between this 5months...

sorry that i always make u hurt and give u alot of sadness...

sorry that i always broke my promises...

i really hope u will forgive me and we will have alot alot of anniversary for de coming days...

i love u till de end i die...muackx....

woke up at 9something...

thought that gonna cook spaghetti coz yesterday tell mummy that im gonna cook de...

when i went downstair...mummy asked me no need cook de...

then she keep on saying alot of things that hurt me lots...

i cant take it anymore...i broke down and tears falling down from my eyes...

went back into my room then fall asleep de...

woke up at 11something...

when mummy finished cook wanna go out de...

i told mmmy that im going out later...

prepared myself...hubby came fecth me at 1something...

im so moody in de car...coz i really dun have de mood...my heart feel so sad...

went to hubby's house...hubby fall sick de...

damn serious...keep on having fever...

went out to take lunch...

after lunch...hubby went back home took medicine...

i used a handkerchief and made it wet help hubby wipe his face and body...

after that he's feeling better...his body not so hot de...

de 1st time i take care for my boyfriend when he's sick...

and hubby is de 1st one i take care for...

reached home at 6something...

whole day didnt talk with mummy de...

took a nap and woke up at 7pm...

took dinner and bath...

after that...update my blog...

that's all for today...

p/s:hubby...hope u will get well soon...muackx...babe always be there for u...^.^

6th december

woke up at 9something...

prepared myself...coz going to jusco member day with mummy...
went out at 10something...

started jam when nearly reached maluri...

boring in de car...took some picture...

*my fatty face...*

jusco carpark was full...

made mummy need to park at carrefour then we walked to jusco...

it was raining...T.T...get wet de...

there was crazy lots of people...

feel panic when inside there...

*full of people...*

i bought two new bra for new year and some t-shirt for me bring to national service and some shorts for house wear...

mummy also bought some shirt for daddy and my little brother...

really bought alot of things...

damn tired coz lots of people...

finished shopping at 4something...

reached home and took a nap...coz got headache...

woke up at 6something...

get ready to tell mummy about kraven...

mummy was so unhappy that i got boyfriend de...

keep on saying alot of things that make my hearts feel sad and i cried de...

i really hate her...she dun ever understand my feelings...

she always think that she's right...im wrong...

i really dunno how to stay with her...she make me feel so hard...

why cant she try to understand me???

she always so stubborn...

suppose to spend midnight with hubby...

coz that's our 5th month anniversary...

but mummy spoiled all my mood de...somemore i dun think she will let me go...

keep on crying coz i really feel so so so sad...

why i have that kind of mother???

i really feel that i shouldn't born in this world...

since im child till now...u dun really like me...

why u still wanna born me out???u should kill me when im a baby...

coz u spoiled my life...u make me get alot of sadness and hurts....

p/s:girls sorry for make u all worry about me...i will okie...i just need time...

5th december

woke up at 9something...

prepared myself coz later going out with my dear anne and dear sammie...
sammie reached my house at 10something...

we are going to cheras plaza neway sing k...
suppose is jill join anne and me...
but she put my aeroplane...

so make sammie accompany us...

after make up myself...walked to leisure mall with sammie...

reached there around 11something...

went inside de room and started our singing time...

*anne and sammie while singing...*

we really sing alot of songs...

finished at 2.15pm...

took photo inside de room...

*anne...jess...sammie...*

*babe anne and me...*

*dear dear sammie and me...*

after that..we went to leisure mall to look for something...

i went to look for de christmas present for hubby...

what is it???shhhhh...it's gonna be a surprise for him...keke...

then anne gonna hv a date with her boyfriend...

i accompany sammie to de bus station...

reached home at 3.30pm...

*girls...i love u all so much...muackx...*